This past week was rough. It's amazing how the human body can do so many things, but only take so much. Why aren't we built to last longer? Why do we need to recuperate our energy every night? Why can't the day have more hours in it? Why Why Why???? It's just so frustrating...
Going to bed from 3-4 in the morning this past month or so finally got to me. Remember how I said last week I may be losing my mind? Well yesterday I did. Completely lost it, unattractive sobbing, curled up on a little bed in the clinic, the whole shabang. So yeah, not good.
Because of this, I literally read nothing this week. I'm just too tired and all I want to do is go home and sleep until it's Thanksgiving. Why can't humans hibernate? It always astonishes me how teachers complain that students don't do an assignment or fall asleep in class. Well excuse me for wanting just a little more than two hours sleep.
Ugh, enough of this frustrating emotional crap. I'll try my best to do some reading next week. Til then... um... happy lyfe?
:-( I'm sorry you've felt so down. It's an overwhelming time, and you are so not the only one feeling this way! I still have meltdowns about once a year--usually in October or early November. But things get better. I hope you have a restful Thanksgiving and read all you want!
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